Anyone have any words of wisdom to pull me out of the dumps? Any jokes? Any anecdotes? 

Today is one of those days when I feel like I need a hug. OK, yesterday was one of those days too. 

Just feeling defeated and weak. Like I'm a fool for trying so long and fighting so hard. I don't know what I can expect out of one last IVF. I don't know if I'm being too hopeful by even proceeding with that one last IVF. 

Feel like I hate my life and everything around it right now.